Getting to Know me #4

What are 5 things that make you happy right now:

1. having th feeling that I am loved and that someone wants to be in my company

2. My blankie ... I am serious folks

3. Fresh ripe fruit

4. My happy furry baby.

5. Kaffe Fassett fabric see #2

Getting to know me #3

Describe your relationship with your parents.

Let me start by saying I was a difficult little lady. I was not always nice to my parents and I pretty much had to do things my way. I think that we all wish we could change how crappy that time was for us. I've learned how not to be a pain in the butt and they have realized that it wasn't strictly personal. I love them. I look to my parents for support and unconditional love.
My parents divorced when i turned 13, that disjointed my need for stability  That was hard and still effects my relationships today.

My mom recently told me she never worried about me. I found that to be funny, because I was hell. I enjoy talking to my mom and spending time with her. We are very similar in personality a bit dry and silly.

My Dad would do anything for me and is super supportive. We like to do similar things and see each other often. He give good hugs and likes to sit outside and talk. Which I enjoy too.

Getting to know me #2

Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.

1. Breaking my legs/ bones, I have had knee problems my entire life and they already hurt constantly I worry about what it would be like. I watched a classmate break his leg in gym, it was brutal.

2.Tractor Trailers on the interstate, I pretty much dont drive on the interstate because of the following incident. We drove in the summer of 2006 from Boone to Nags Head, before we were married. We experienced an erratic truck driver on I-40 he would speed up then slow way down, he changed lanes with out signals and we were in heavy traffic. I had taken note and asked hubby to keep his distance. About 20 miles down the  interstate we were traveling in the far left lane which was next to a concrete barrier. The erratic driver was next to us and he whipped into our lane with no signal traveling faster than us (est. 85 mph). We were literally in the middle of the truck. Hubby laid on his horn, hit the breaks and the tail end of the truck hit the front of the car and we slammed into the concrete wall many times spinning.  I believe in angels because of this situation. We also firmly believe that Subaru we were driving helped save our lives. We walked away from the car only to have the driver try to make a move on me. The driver was high on meth. and was charged and eventually lost his CDL.  It was discovered by the insurance company that he had driving charges in 5 other states in for erratic/ reckless driving. (States aren't set up to share this information). We are lucky to be alive.
 I still have shoulder problems and I cant drive near tractor trailers. This was 7 years ago.
3. I am up on a table at the sight of the rats/mice...its just nasty!

Getting to know me #1

20 Random things about myself.

1. I love creative writing

2. I am a workaholic... I work my ass off and love it.

3. I take pride in being able read people well

4. I love to sleep...its almost a #1 priority for me

5. I use a blanket in the house everywhere, all year long--- it can be 100 degrees out and in the house and I am under a blanket

6. I love a house without air condition and windows open...see #5

7. I have 100 lb dog, but secretly want a lap dog.

8. I am only 30 years old and had 3 careers...I am a student of the school of life

9. I love trees and can name most of them...thanks Dad!

10. I love to make things I own/ed more tools my hubby we met

11. I hate the phone

12. I kinda love college sports especially basketball

13. I am super proud to be born and raised in N.Carolina, I get emotional about how much I love it!

14. I like a good cry every once in awhile... I chalk this up to being an Aquarius ;)

15. I enjoy major amount of alone time...i am rather introverted.

16. I have the maturity level of a 13 year old boy... the word 'boobs' makes me giggle inside

17. I never remember a joke (much less the punch line), name of a song, who the artist is, what movie I watched or who the actors were in it...but I loved every minute of it!

18. My fabric stash is massive- 4 giant rubbermade containers, a four drawer dresser and 1/2 of a closet, I have put myself on a diet in 2012

19.  I love to dance, swing, twirl, rock and sway.

20. I come up with a business/ book idea almost once a week. I just need some chedda'

How it all started

1. List 20 random facts about yourself.

2. Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.

3. Describe your relationship with your parents.

4. What are the 5 things that make you most happy right now?

5. What do you want from love?

6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?

7. What is your dream job, and why?

8. What are 5 passions you have?

9. List 5 people who have influenced you and describe how.

10. Describe your most embarrasing moment.

11. Describe 5 pet peeves you have.

12. Describe a typical day in your current life.

13. Describe 5 weaknesses you have.

14. Describe 5 strengths you have.

15. If you were an animal, what would you be and why?

16. What are your 5 greatest accomplishments?

17. What is the thing you most wish you were great at?

18. What has been the most difficult thing you have had to forgive?

19. If you could live anywhere, where would it be and why?

20. Describe 3 significant memories from your childhood.

21. If you could have one superpower, what would it be and what would you do with it first?

22. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 15 years?

23. List your top 5 hobbies and why you love them.

24. Describe your family dynamic of your childhood vs. your family dynamic now.

25. If you could have dinner with anyone in history, who would it be and what would you eat?

26. What popular notion do you think the world has most wrong?

27. What is your favorite part of your body and why?

28. What 5 things do you love about yourself?

29. What do you think people misunderstand most about you?

30. List 10 things you would hope to be remembered for?

I wanted to do this list for myself as much as for my reader so here we go! Check out posts to come to see the answers

I am unable to understand how I got here. All I can think of is you I want to love you for the rest if my life. I want to take care of you and live amongst nature. I want to run my finger tips along your chest, tracing my finger nails to your imperfections. I want you to squeeze mine and tell me how much you love that mole. I want all the children and dogs in a bed together with us. I want you to sing to me and look into my eyes. For I am in love. Sometimes I can't look in your eyes, it hurts, I see the want and love for me. I am wirking on feeling deserving. I am just still in awe that we found each other. I feel so far away. I long for that electric touch I first got.
Am I dreamer some may say. You must understand this has all happened to me with you. I fall in love and then you are gone. It breaks my heart to not see u.